Friday, May 18, 2012

The 1% Project: Day 3

No one likes a party pooper... no one!  Well recently I've been one heck of a party pooper, so as part of my 1% project I decided it's about time I became a happier person.  I've had some life changing things happen to me recently that for a long time I just couldn't seem to get over, but after 3 months I think it's about time to move on.  There's no need for me to dwell on the past and what went wrong, when I have such a bright future to look forward to.

I did something I've never done before the other night...I went to have my palm read.  I always said that people that claimed to be psychic were full of it, and people that went to them were just wasting their money.  But since I'm giving this whole try new things experience a shot, I figured I'd give going to a psychic a whirl.  Leave it to me to pick a time when there was a line to go to the psychic, when most of the time there is absolutely no one there.  So I waited outside the building, which just happens to be on one of the busiest streets in Ardmore, feeling more than a little silly and embarrassed and saying prayers that no one saw me standing there!  When it was finally my turn I went inside to greet a young, normally dressed, pretty woman.  Not at all the dumpy looking woman dressed in gypsy clothes with crazy eyes I expected.  She told me to open my palm and make two wishes and to tell her one.  So I told her my one wish and instead of immediately jumping into the wish as I expected she would do, she began to tell me things about my personality and life that no one else knows.  My doubts about her slowly started to dissipate and I become more open to what she was saying.  After going through many different aspects of my life, she told me that in order for the positive changes that I am looking for in my life to start happening, I need to get rid of the negative energy that is surrounding me.  Clearly I must have been the poster child for negative energy at the time because as she was telling me about the negative energy surrounding me, she had a look of concern on her face like she was scared for my life.  She even went as far as to say that instead of paying her to help remove my negative energy, I could watch her son for her.  This woman isn't that busy with her psychic business that she would need a babysitter, trust me.  Moral of this story...it was time for me to get rid of the proverbial black cloud that seems to follow me around.

I know my whole black cloud removal process is going to take time, but luckily for me I knew someone who specializes in negative energy removal... my sister.  So my 1% solution to my negative energy removal began last night.  My sister has been blessed with the gift of being able to not only read people's energy, but remove their negative energy.  Last night I had my sister perform a Reiki treatment on me to try and align my chakras which is supposed to help make me a more positive person. I'm not going to lie, I was absolutely skeptical if I would feel anything, or if this process would work at all.  She said that I had a ton of negative energy radiating from both my heart and head, which makes sense as I recently experienced heartbreak and I have a tendency to over think everything.  As she moved up and down my chakras I could really feel the energy changing in my body.  She taught me techniques on how to meditate in order to draw positive energy in and release the negative energy that has consumed my body.  I'm far from being an expert at this but this is where my 1% project comes in...if I can get just 1% better at meditating every day and drawing positive energy in I'll become a more positive person!

I'm so looking forward to being a more positive person and having a happy outlook on life, it's about darn time I was happy and positive!

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